I considered that and decided Magnus was right, it wasn't necessarily and real kiss, but I would still feel guilty. Even if it wasn't a real kiss to me, Eddie might not feel the same way, and I never wanted to hurt him.

"How do you know if you love someone?" I asked curiously. It felt like an abrupt switch once I'd said it out loud, but I didn't think it was. For a long time now I had been wondering. I thought if I had to wonder, maybe I wasn't there quite yet, because everyone seemed to say it was something you just knew.

I thought I had known with Sal, but it felt different with Eddie.